As much fun as it’s been to be here for my oldest, I’m thinking
it’s about time for me to get home before I take over their entire
lives and never leave! 
I’m having totally irrational thoughts
like: I miss having a little one around… 
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my oldest suggested that I
should start babysitting… yeah, I can imagine the panic in Bob and
my youngest’s eyes just from the thought! No, I just need to get back
home, spend time with the horses, regain sanity, and enjoy watching
the journey of my girl and son-in-law new parenting experiences
unfold. At arm’s length. So I’m not tempted to take control. 